The Lonely Journal
You're right, Jeromie. It is high time for another post. Sometimes I grimace at my monthly update schedule. I always aim to write something as soon as I feel I have something worth saying, which, as you can see, isn't very often. I've never really put much stock in the idea of 'finding something to write about,' but its beginning to gain ground.
I think it would be a good step. I've been concerned for a while about how creative I really am. Whenever I try to come up with something, my mind so often goes blank. It is worrisome. I hear the refrain that to write well, one must write constantly. I think that might hold true for creativity. Perhaps it is a kind of mental muscle, that needs development by usage. If that's so, then my frustration is much easier to understand, as I'm not very productive as artist or writer.
So now I'm in Columbia. Its not as bad as I feared. I mean, I still prefer other cities, but Columbia has a certain cuteness and charm. I also don't think it will be quite so troublesome to live with my brother. We are brothers, after all, and while that brings a natural mutual annoyance, it also means that we do have a history of being under the same roof. That's what I tell myself, anyway.
I am starting to get excited about Midlands Tech. I talked to a man in the IT department who told me that they sometimes had to turn employers away for their internship and co-op programs for lack of students. It might just be a useful expansion of my skillset, after all.
Overall, I'm still trying to keep my cool. I used to think, back in college, that I was a pretty loosely-wound guy. Now, I keep stressing out over things and often fall into worried reveries. I have begun, by focused effort, to try and keep this under check. Something's gotta change.
I think that's it for now. Maybe I'll be more verbose next post.
Twilight out.
I think it would be a good step. I've been concerned for a while about how creative I really am. Whenever I try to come up with something, my mind so often goes blank. It is worrisome. I hear the refrain that to write well, one must write constantly. I think that might hold true for creativity. Perhaps it is a kind of mental muscle, that needs development by usage. If that's so, then my frustration is much easier to understand, as I'm not very productive as artist or writer.
So now I'm in Columbia. Its not as bad as I feared. I mean, I still prefer other cities, but Columbia has a certain cuteness and charm. I also don't think it will be quite so troublesome to live with my brother. We are brothers, after all, and while that brings a natural mutual annoyance, it also means that we do have a history of being under the same roof. That's what I tell myself, anyway.
I am starting to get excited about Midlands Tech. I talked to a man in the IT department who told me that they sometimes had to turn employers away for their internship and co-op programs for lack of students. It might just be a useful expansion of my skillset, after all.
Overall, I'm still trying to keep my cool. I used to think, back in college, that I was a pretty loosely-wound guy. Now, I keep stressing out over things and often fall into worried reveries. I have begun, by focused effort, to try and keep this under check. Something's gotta change.
I think that's it for now. Maybe I'll be more verbose next post.
Twilight out.
posted by Aisyrn | 9:34 PM
3 Comments:
The writings of other creative people and my own experience both enforce that creativity is something you can exercise. Flashes of inspiration will happen on occasion, but a productive artist will probably find that much of their work comes from a practice of discipline. Of course, if you regularly put yourself in creative situations, those flashes of inspiration are more likely to happen.
I'm glad to hear that you're getting excited about Midlands Tech. I'm eager to see what is going to come from this next piece of your adventure. I think there are a lot of positive ways of thinking that you're bringing in to this most recent enterprise, so I (and I hope you) hold high hopes.
Columbia is not too far from Greenville. We'll have to hang out more often.
Woohoo classes!
As for creativity. I think that sometimes you have to just sit down and start something even if you don't have an idea. That's the way it is with me, and I find that if I wait wait wait, I never start at all and then I'm frustrated with myself for lack of effort and then it leads to run-on sentences like this one all though this one is more the product of silliness than frustration but I do write run-on sentences when I'm frustrated too... just to, you know, get some of the frustration out... and... be a dork... yeah.
So when are we hanging out next?????
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